Do you ever wish you could travel back in time and start again? I know and I say over and over that my mistakes make me who I am today. I need to learn from them to be the mother and woman I am today, but if I could I would go back to 2005. Specifically Spring 2005…down to the minute…when this picture was taken.
I wouldn’t say that things were easier during that time in my life, but they were really good. I was very spiritually focused, I was working at home, which made things great for Shelby and I. This was before Gweedo asked me to marry him before our relationship deteriorated.
An oh how I long to get that thin again…I know it’s not that thin, but it’s 30 pounds less then where I am right now (I think).
So, I am not sure it was the time, the life situation,
’s age or my weight, but if I had a chance I would go back to that day again. Shelby